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Things, it is well documented, come in threes. I wait with trepedation:
1 - I have my marching orders and the threat of Stuff Left In Street if I do not get my shit out like NOW. So I have to arrange for someone with a car to help me move my crap. I think I'll ask Dick. I havn't seen him in a while, and he would probably be glad to see me anyway. It would be good to see him, he is practical and funny, and we can philosophise about life and love and "If you can't do anything, why worry?"
Which leads us nicely onto
2 - I can feel the pain of another, and it is compounded by the knowledge that I cannot help / my help would be rebuffed. I really m not so useless a person. I do not have material wealth, but I can take on a lot of pain. Oh if only I was telepathic, then this empath thing would be really useful.
I do not like to see people suffer. Feeling them suffer is oh god it is aweful. But 90% of the time I can help, even if just by listening. This, oh god. I have to try, there is nothing else fot it. I cannot not (screw grammer).
Problem is, in reality, all this achy-breaky-heart stuff is rendering me immobile. I should go for a walk. I should cry. Should should should.
It feels as if my rib cage is going to shatter, the pain, the actual acute physical PAIN.
Which beggars the question ... and THREE will be?... (Fate, consider yourself tempted...)
1 - I have my marching orders and the threat of Stuff Left In Street if I do not get my shit out like NOW. So I have to arrange for someone with a car to help me move my crap. I think I'll ask Dick. I havn't seen him in a while, and he would probably be glad to see me anyway. It would be good to see him, he is practical and funny, and we can philosophise about life and love and "If you can't do anything, why worry?"
Which leads us nicely onto
2 - I can feel the pain of another, and it is compounded by the knowledge that I cannot help / my help would be rebuffed. I really m not so useless a person. I do not have material wealth, but I can take on a lot of pain. Oh if only I was telepathic, then this empath thing would be really useful.
I do not like to see people suffer. Feeling them suffer is oh god it is aweful. But 90% of the time I can help, even if just by listening. This, oh god. I have to try, there is nothing else fot it. I cannot not (screw grammer).
Problem is, in reality, all this achy-breaky-heart stuff is rendering me immobile. I should go for a walk. I should cry. Should should should.
It feels as if my rib cage is going to shatter, the pain, the actual acute physical PAIN.
Which beggars the question ... and THREE will be?... (Fate, consider yourself tempted...)
