Quietly hurting

I am sorry for and to everyone I have ever hurt. I can honestly say it was not intentional, but that does not make it okay. I would like to make amends.

I hurt. Completely unintentional unrelated-to-me things hurt. But the pain itself is at least a reassurance that I feel. Feeling is a Good Thing.

I dislike being alone. I crave conversations and intimacy and knowledge... But, and there is always a but, I do not seem capable of attempting to seek this out. My attempts are always weak-willed, I allow fear in too deeply. I am a fool.

This is going to be a difficult week.

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Did Good Things.
Feeling better.

So I'm not being taken to court by nasty debt collectors.

Now to avert going to court from solicitor types from bank.

Yayness!

Mwah X