Hello world

Having slept I feel better today. I wrote last night, and sometimes I forget how helpful thinking in ink can be.
The fuits of that labour are as follows:

"How would you define yourself if this were you last moment - this is the *CV* to be given to your judge, your peers, your god? What would be your Statement Of Self (SOS - see, I thought this through - ed.)"
Now, it is good to try filling this in in two ways - with single words or minimal phrases, and in full, with all the detail you desire. Now, it is here below in case anyone else wants a go (being the arrogant cow I am...). Sorry its long X

[ed - the wierdest thing is I was in an excellent mood after completing this]

I AM
I AM CALLED
I CALL MYSELF
I WAS
I HAVE
I WILL
I WILL BE
I GAVE
I TOOK
I LOST
I WON
I SAW
I SHOWED
I CRIED
I LAUGHED
FEAR IS
PAIN IS
HOPE IS
LOVE IS
I REMEMBER
I FORGOT
I PLANNED
I ACHIEVED
I DEMANDED
I REQUIRED
I PROVIDED
EQUALITY IS
PREJUIDICE IS
IGNORANCE IS
BLISS IS
KNOWLEDGE IS
I WAS EXHILARATED BY
I WAS DISSAPOINTED BY
I WAS GOOD (in/at/with)
I WAS BAD (in/at/with)
I ESCAPED TO
I ESCAPED FROM
I HURT
I FELT
I CAUSED
I AM PROUD OF
I ENVY
I AM ASHAMED OF
I PITY
I ASPIRED TO
I ASPIRE TO

"IN MY OPINION, THE MEANING OF LIFE IS..."

"THE GREAT UNIVERSAL WHY IS..."

My SOS

I AM a me
I AM CALLED Kim
I CALL MYSELF KimKali
I WAS Hayley Kim Bond
I HAVE friends
I WILL rest now
I WILL BE forgotten
I GAVE up
I TOOK selfishly of others
I LOST my self importance
I WON my dreams
I SAW blood, pain, pity
I SHOWED remorse
I CRIED too rarely
I LAUGHED outside
FEAR IS a self-important borgeouis indulgence
PAIN IS hurting others
HOPE IS a silent albatros
LOVE IS The Mystery
I REMEMBER liking people
I FORGOT who I was
I PLANNED to die
I ACHIEVED kindness
I DEMANDED pity and patience
I REQUIRED guidance
I PROVIDED compassion
EQUALITY IS freedom
PREJUIDICE IS biggotted ignorance
IGNORANCE IS dangerous
BLISS IS loving
KNOWLEDGE IS never enough
I WAS EXHILARATED BY danger
I WAS DISSAPOINTED BY fear
I WAS GOOD in a crisis
I WAS BAD at life
I ESCAPED TO survive
I ESCAPED FROM life and me
I HURT too much, too many, too often
I FELT disconnected
I CAUSED disapointment
I AM PROUD OF my soul
I ENVY clarity
I AM ASHAMED OF my flesh
I PITY the cold-hearted
I ASPIRED TO love
I ASPIRE TO *Love*

Life is the organic-egalitarian evolution of All, beyond faith, love and truth, Why is but to seek to know to grow.

Thus, I am not a fatalist, nor do I belive this life can be controlled per se, for to control somthing that is organic destroys its very nature. The nature of knowledge in itself is not enought because knowledge alone is nothing, nothing in the Zen sense only when combined with nature, life, The All (god, judge, whomever you scream to).

Thank you X Kim X

Getting stuff done

I have made phone calls, and I have made some things better! Yay me! O I feel like dancing... YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!!!